this is the scent of dead skin on the linoleum floor

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 00:50:19 GMT

Im about ready to blow up at my Irish Lit teacher.....useless teacher.

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 12:20:29 GMT

Session 9 is the most baddass, most unique movie i've watched in a while.
GO WATCH IT!!

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 11:32:00 GMT

oh holy shit....

it's my birthday

Across the Universe

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:43:43 GMT

I am the eggman, wooooooo
They are the eggmen, wooooooooo
I am the walrus
Koo Koo Ka Choo

watching Bono sing the Beatles in a psycadelic trippy colorful setting

Work....

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 14:36:30 GMT

So I'm going to be working between two stores for the next who knows how long.
I opted to stay at Kim's store as a cashier because i don't qualify for shift anymore. Derrick (Kim's husband) asked the DM for some weekend shift help because they still need a full time shift there....so i'll be working derrick's weekends at his store, and ann's weekends as cashier at my store. This ought to be interesting!

I loathe Rite Aid....can't wait to graduate!

Yoga

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 16:08:32 GMT

So i decided that i would add yoga into my day for severl reasons: for exercise, to center myself, and as part of daily pracice.

Today was my starting day, and i never realized how effing hard it is but how good it makes you feel. I definately need practice, but it's going to be so worth it. It has so many benefits, and the only downside is a bit of post work out soreness, but i expect that since i'm so out of shape.

Yoga, here i come

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 14:22:18 GMT

Same old same old. I'm trying to get other to post in my community, so that when the semester starts back up i won't be stuck holding the full reins of keeping it going.

Trying to deal with never having any money to do or get anything anymore! It sucks. If i quit smoking we'd have money, hard to do when the hubby smokes too....damnit.

Loving my puppy, she's like my baby and more and more often i find myself really wanting a child, yet knowing that i am nowhere near ready to have one! Damn woman bits.

I wish i had more to say but i don't. I feel like i'm behind on life this summer because we have one car to share so i can't go to the library to further my knowledge on anything and everything, or even to the bookstore to look thru their books (Yes i do that). I feel like i'm a boring blob, which i probably am.
Anway, i should wake up the hubby.

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 20:51:41 GMT

I know i don't post often but my life is kinda boring. I take care of puppy, i take care of husband, i work and i am working on my book of shadows, trying to keep entertained untill classes get back in coz i like to learn. I'm such a dork.
But i think this is just mostly for catharsis, so.....

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 27 May 2009 23:09:05 GMT

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 20 May 2009 16:26:16 GMT

And here i was thinking that tolerance was in...

...guess i was wrong

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Tue, 19 May 2009 21:11:00 GMT

GHOTI

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 20:28:07 GMT

i'm beyond intimidated and overwhelmed

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 17:09:09 GMT

I hope everyone had a great Holiday!!
I know i did...first xmas with hubby, spent time with my family, including my nephew.
My puppy never had more fun than to be around all those people and a few cats!

Final Grades

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Sun, 21 Dec 2008 18:02:26 GMT

INTRO TO CULTURAL ANTHROPOLOGY ~Main Campus A-
FORENSIC ANTHROPOLOGY ~Main Campus B+
WORLD RELIGIONS ~Main Campus A
SEXUALITY AND SOCIETY ~Main Campus B

YAY!!!!

i got a puppy

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Fri, 12 Dec 2008 01:35:45 GMT

i got a puppy!!!!
A Strattfordshire Terrier
She's cute... 2 months old!

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:31:38 GMT

Wedding pictures posted here. Plus a few others, like my new tattoos
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewAlbums&friendID=39398459

woot

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 05:05:13 GMT

getting married saturday

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 23:50:32 GMT

looks like i'm gunna be a career student!!! GSU is offering very few anth courses and i need quite a few more to graduate, like 3 more anth classes and my senior seminar, after next semester. That's assuming i can actually get the classes i need for next semester....fuck!!!!

6, 7, 8 year senior here i come at this rate!

22

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:46:03 GMT

happy birthday to me?

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 03:04:34 GMT

So, my first week of school wasn't too bad. I'm shocked by how difficult and right off the bat forensic anthropology is. I'm loving sexuality and society and my world religions class. Cultural anth i'm not too sure on yet, but so far so good.

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 03:07:37 GMT

So not much has been going on. Been working and hanging out. i just finished my latest paint by number of some horses in a field drinking from a river. It's 18x24 inches. Yay i finished it. Now i'm at a loss of what to do. meh.
decisions decisions
I guess i should go make dinner even though i don't want to get off my ass. But i'd rather cook and save the bank money we have acquired than spend it going out....again. heh

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 20:11:12 GMT

So i haven't really used this thing in like forever. Maybe i should start back up. This journal started a long time ago as something different than what it became, and it's going to keep changing. I'm no longer keeping it friends only, i don't see the point of it anymore.

So i still haven't graduated college, getting close though.
I've been at this job a year now, and it sucks but you know, money for bills and shit.
I'm getting married in November, and i'm trying to figure out all that crap.
I'm working on time management so that i can study school, work, spend time with my fiance, and further my pagan studies as well.

Not much else going on. I guess that's it for now.

it's been like forever

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 14:31:47 GMT

Here's a catch up if anyone still reads this...
School:
I'm acing this semester so far, so hopefully i can get my Hope scholarship back! That way i could have money for the moving and apartment hunting and all that crap.

Work:
It's coming up on inventory so we are going crazy straightening, labeling and doing planograms.

Relationship:
I'm engaged to be married in November. I'm still trying to find time to finish and work on making the announcements.

Hope everyone is good. See ya

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 03:55:40 GMT

hell yeah! GREENBAY 10-1!!!

painfuldreams@yahoo.com — Wed, 17 Oct 2007 18:21:14 GMT

i'm failing archaeology. So unless i get an A on the next 3 quizzes and the final, i'm going to fail. Those A's will bring me to the necessary C!

can i do it...

probably not!